This year was filled with so many ups and downs I honestly feel like I've experienced two years in one.
At the end of the year I usually have lots that I am grateful for and although I am grateful for A LOT, the past few months have been extremely emotionally and physically exhausting. I’m tired! I'm tired of looking for positive meanings in the midst of bad situations that are out of my control. Although I don’t go looking for trouble, troubles tend to sneak up on me just when things are moving in the direction I would like. I want my life to be happy and perfect and I want everything to happen to and for me exactly the way I want it to, when I want it to! (Spoiled brat, much?)
What I really want in life is simplicity, but life has other things in store for me. I joke sometimes that the monkey wrenches thrown into my life and there to shake things up a bit, because without these monkey wrenches, I’m really not that interesting. Without these monkey wrenches, I’d have nothing to write about. But (sometimes) I don’t want things worthy of writing about to keep happening to me. I just want to live in a little bit of peace. But that’s life and you would think by the age of thirty-four I would have accepted that by now.
2013 was good, but the past three months haven’t been good at all and I’m really hoping that 2014 will be one thousand times better because I need it.
I’m looking forward to moving away from the emotional ending of 2013 and majorly taking charge of the things that I can control in 2014.
Thank God for Edward and thank God for my AMAZING friends who have carried me through the end of this year. You are all blessed to have me in your lives ;-) , and I am so blessed to have all of you loving me. I honestly don’t know what I would do without you.
I wish everyone love, happiness, health and success in this coming year!!
Happy New Year!
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